my birthday was pretty fun^^ i went out with my korean friends, like 7 girls and 2 boys~ and they brought me 2 cakes >< and they had the restaurant play happy birthday for me in korean and they also sang to me and brought me lots of presents!^^ so it was very nice~ but we didn't go to noraebang (karaoke) but they said we should all go again sometime^^ it's so nice when friends get along~
ye, ni is pretty wonderful~ we're still emailing and he's just so sweet^^ i'm beginning to think it won't be settling to date him/marry him~ he's the most amazing guy i've ever had the pleasure to meet and he totally treats me like a princess
so, i'm not sure if you remember kihyun~ but he's my friend that i like~
well, we're like pseudo-fighting right now and i hate it!!!
idk why T_T i'm trying not to let it bother me, but every time i talk about it, i feel sick and i feel like crying. i need to get him alone so we can talk. we used to text all day and he'd send me little smilies. and yesterday, not a single smilie! and he even said "bye" to me in the middle of the day. we never do that. we always talk until we fall asleep. and we just had breakfast together and he didn't speak to me at all. i mean, i tried to talk to him, but he just answered my questions & then went back to ignoring me. idk, maybe someone teased him about liking me or me liking him and he freaked out and doesn't want to encourage it. the first few days back were amazing, we spent all our time together, but now...nothing~ it's worse than jae, because while jae was an obnoxious flirt, he never hated me or ignored me. this is torture.
but...on a happier note, besides the terrible drama with kihyun, yesterday was a wonderful day! (i think i might be close to having my monthly "women's magic" as we call it in korea, it always makes me overly emotional and pissy right before it comes) my friend feel XD kk, his korean name is 필 (pil) and we had lunch and then he took me to coffee (at mcdonald's XD) and we sat in his car for 2 hours, just talking~ and he really is my friend b/c we talk about ex-girlfriends and who likes (he said he met an "angel" at his english class XD) and he says he'll set me up on a blind date (b/c i've never had one) but he said it will be difficult b/c none of his friends are "flower boys" (extremely handsome) and that's "my type" according to him, hahahahahahaha XD so that was really nice^^
and then when i got back to campus, i saw my roommate and she was standing with this cute guy and we were introduced. and then she and i and kihyun and his roommate and that boy went to dinner. and kihyun was a little awkward, but he hadn't hit his worst yet. (i thought he was just tired, but he was a jerkface at breakfast, too...( anyway, so dinner was boring. but as we were leaving, i asked that guy if he was good at english and he said "ye, i'm very good" XDDDDD which i have NEVER heard a korean say! XD so then kihyun & his roommate had to go buy a book and then my roommate and her friend had to go somewhere and so it was me and the guy. so we decided to hang out and all of a sudden, he's not shy any more!!!! and then he says that we should go get coffee, and he doesn't know where it is, so i had to lead him^^ and he said he wanted to go to the mcdonald's b/c it's cheap and he's a student XD so i thought it was pretty close, but it took us 30 minutes to walk there!!!! XD but along the way, we became really good friends^^ he's SO funny and really tall! at least 6' O_o and he kept saying how pretty i was~ and, wow, it was really fun^^ haha~ so we hung out like 5 hours yesterday^^ but i didn't get hi number! T_T but hopefully i'll see him again soon and we can exchange numbers~ he said he needs someone to eat w/ and if kihyun is going to continue to be a butt, i'm just going to switch eating buddies XD haha~
sooooo... 1)kihyun sucks XD 2) i made new friends :D
and i don't even like coffee! but korean coffee is actually pretty tasty~ but i can't believe i had mcdonald's coffee twice in one day XDDDDD haha^^
oh, and the thing about the sense of direction. idk if it's (1) the boys i date (2) all boys in general (3) or my affect on these boys, but every guy i hang out w/ gets lost sooooooo easily! and i have this pseudo-photographic (word of the day: pseudo! XD kk) memory where once i've been somewhere, i can get back there no problem. well, all these guy, including ni just get so turned around. they go right when they should go left, they try to go in the out door, they walk into posts, they just get lost and disoriented very easily. haha~ so i was always having to help ni XD
this message was originally written for my friend, so maybe some of it won't make sense XD
oh, and i downloaded a bunch of new music yesterday!!!!! i REALLY like c.n blue^^ and i don't care for u-kiss that much~ i love getting new music <33333
Current Music: F.T. Island